Gone But Never Ever Forgotten.

Well tomorrow is my grandmother Dora B Sandifords Birthday, She was the matriach of the family the rock the glue,and 2years ago she died of a heart attack,and i must say it is still hard but each day you get better its all about how you deal with it,but it was like yesterday i still remember going to her house and seeing on the floor dead,and it fucked me up i still think about it but im better her death left a void in my life cause next to my mom she was not a grandmother but a second mother to me and my brothers,and her death cause me to gain plenty of weight and with the weight came type 2 diabetes,and enlarged prostate and just not feeling well,but you know i snapped out of it and it took almost 2yrs to do it but im on the road to recovery and i know she would be proud of me getting my health right,and i know she proud of the man i become a husband a father a family man,who got all his traveling ambition form her,and its not a day that goes by that i dont miss her so tomorrow july 18 i salute a woman who was the best grandmother i could imagine who li loved to death and we didnt call her grandmother we called her dora and dora i miss you and i love you.